Saturday, December 15, 2012

and this is me now ! :)

Surabaya..
i'm getting so much bigger here x.x
5 kg -.-
what the heck!
x.x
 
but still,
have to thank my SUPER DUPER AMAZING WONDERFUL
JESUS CHRIST
for His blessing 'till now :)
there's no word suit Him best..
all i know and i wanna say is ...
HOW GREAT IS OUR GOD !! ^^
 
and this is Saturday night,
when most of couples go on a dating -.-
what about me?
i'm going to church .
NO! i'm not going to regret it..
what i'm trying to say is about today's sermon..
the evangelist said,
"Last Christmas i had a boyfriend, but this Christmas............."
krik krik krik
JLEB ! 
hahahahaha
i still remember that moment, December,24,2011
when you...
hmm, it isn't important.. x.x

g-a-l-a-u--i-n-g

x.x
 
it's not about yourself anymore..
it's about someone else !
 
:)

It has been a long time ! :)

hellou world, what's goin on? 
is everything okay?
hahaha..
i miss creating post here, sharing some story that can be told ! :D

and,
i've just realized.. :o
most of my post here is about my suck love story, isn't it? x.x
what a shame.. hahaha..
no prob lah, it was just a process for being more mature today ! :)

and now,
i want to share my story (once again it's about stupid love story.) hihi..
He (the one that i loved the most) has ended my beautiful tale :(
it's all over now.. and nothing left to beg for..

it has been 8 months after that horrible tragedy ! x.x
and i've proved that i was wrong.
distance is really a huge matter for a relationship.
your relationship won't go on without any real "touch" :p

you must have a lot of questions why i gave up..?
i, myself, don't really understand what happened exactly.
too much problems, too much tears, too much pain..
and what else you expect me to hold on to?
nothing =D hahaha

but it was my story.. it WAS.. :D
and i thank God for this story. it's a relief that i'm not with him now :)

i have moved on now !

there's no more pain, no more tears, no more sadness :D
now, I'm happy with my college life..

friends
tasks
meetings
organizations
escape a boring class n go somewhere else.. what a life ! :D hahaha

and i don't exactly know whether i'm too afraid or something else,
now i have no longing to start a new relationship yet ..
i still enjoying my new life in this new city :)

thank God for everything ! :)