Saturday, December 15, 2012

and this is me now ! :)

Surabaya..
i'm getting so much bigger here x.x
5 kg -.-
what the heck!
x.x
 
but still,
have to thank my SUPER DUPER AMAZING WONDERFUL
JESUS CHRIST
for His blessing 'till now :)
there's no word suit Him best..
all i know and i wanna say is ...
HOW GREAT IS OUR GOD !! ^^
 
and this is Saturday night,
when most of couples go on a dating -.-
what about me?
i'm going to church .
NO! i'm not going to regret it..
what i'm trying to say is about today's sermon..
the evangelist said,
"Last Christmas i had a boyfriend, but this Christmas............."
krik krik krik
JLEB ! 
hahahahaha
i still remember that moment, December,24,2011
when you...
hmm, it isn't important.. x.x

g-a-l-a-u--i-n-g

x.x
 
it's not about yourself anymore..
it's about someone else !
 
:)

It has been a long time ! :)

hellou world, what's goin on? 
is everything okay?
hahaha..
i miss creating post here, sharing some story that can be told ! :D

and,
i've just realized.. :o
most of my post here is about my suck love story, isn't it? x.x
what a shame.. hahaha..
no prob lah, it was just a process for being more mature today ! :)

and now,
i want to share my story (once again it's about stupid love story.) hihi..
He (the one that i loved the most) has ended my beautiful tale :(
it's all over now.. and nothing left to beg for..

it has been 8 months after that horrible tragedy ! x.x
and i've proved that i was wrong.
distance is really a huge matter for a relationship.
your relationship won't go on without any real "touch" :p

you must have a lot of questions why i gave up..?
i, myself, don't really understand what happened exactly.
too much problems, too much tears, too much pain..
and what else you expect me to hold on to?
nothing =D hahaha

but it was my story.. it WAS.. :D
and i thank God for this story. it's a relief that i'm not with him now :)

i have moved on now !

there's no more pain, no more tears, no more sadness :D
now, I'm happy with my college life..

friends
tasks
meetings
organizations
escape a boring class n go somewhere else.. what a life ! :D hahaha

and i don't exactly know whether i'm too afraid or something else,
now i have no longing to start a new relationship yet ..
i still enjoying my new life in this new city :)

thank God for everything ! :)           

Friday, January 20, 2012

kita bisa! :D

yak, post ini aku kasi judul "KITA BISA" ..
karena bukan kamu saja ato aku saja yang bisa, tapi kita! :p


jangan pernah merasa sendirian ketika kamu berjuang, karena aku berjuang bersamamu :)
meskipun memang kita jauh,
tapi percayalah, tak akan sejauh itu kok ;)
toh kita masih berada di bawah langit yang sama kan? :)
(meskipun perbedaan waktu yang cuma 1 jam ini sering membuatku jet-lag.. hahagz)



terima kasih telah menjadi seseorang yang selalu ada buat aku :)
terima kasih untuk pengertian dan kesabaranmu menghadapiku :)
terima kasih untuk kejujuran dan keterbukaan yang selalu kau terapkan di antara kita :)
terima kasih untuk kesetiaan yang telah kau berikan :)
terima kasih ({})


maaf untuk segala keterbatasanku,
maaf tidak bisa menemanimu setiap waktu (but i'll always there hun, in your deepest heart ^^)
maaf untuk PENDING setiap malam saat bbm-an sama aku ==a (rasanya hape ato kartuku agak soak -_-")
maaf untuk karakter yang masih belum bisa aku ubah (i'm still trying o:) )
maaf.. :(


trust me, it works.. :)


bukan dengan mudah aku kira, terlalu banyak hal yang harus kita lalui bersama,
kita perjuangkan bersama,
kita selesaikan bersama,
kita diskusikan bersama,


but,
aku yakin..


sekali lagi
KITA BISA :)

Hellouu 2012

hi guys!
finally sempet nyentuh ini blog =)) hahaha..
yep yep yep..
udah 2012 skr, udah ga jamannya lagi sedih2an..
ga jamannya lagi bertengkar ;)
hidup mah harus dibuat happy, ya ga? =D hahaha..


tinggalkan masa lalu, pengalaman pait dijadiin pelaajaran, buat kenangan juga.
nah trus,
tatap masa depanmu yang cerah! dengan senyuman tentunya ^^


berbekal seklumit kisah hidup entah pahit entah bahagia di taon 2011,
aku dengan mantapnya menginjakkan kaki di taon 2012 ini. :)
banyak hal yang ingin aku raih taon ini..
LULUS tentu, dan banyak juga yang lain :)


well, pidato buka taon cukup sekian yah,
soalnya mau curhat d post selanjutnya ^^ hihihi


akhir kata,

SEMANGAT !!!! hap hap hap !! ^^